Why am I blogging?

Why in the world have I started blogging with all I have going on?  I mean really!  I have a business with several employees, I homeschool my 9 year old daughter, I attempt to homeschool my three year old son, I teach Sunday School to 4th graders, have a displaced Lithuanian housewife and her 2 children living upstairs, and everything else a mom and wife must do. 
Well, first of all I AM crazy!  Everyone sees that some days I'm looking pretty together and other days I'm a complete mess!  I've gone to counseling to try and get help for my insanity and, besides suggesting I get amped up on drugs, she suggested writing or journaling.  I HATE writing!  It makes my hand and wrist throb with pain.  OK, lame excuse but really!  It hurts so bad to write for more than just a minute, it always has.  Soooo, after watching Julie and Julia on Netflix the other night I decided to put my inconsistent thoughts somewhere I tend to spend a lot of time anyway, on the web.  Am I nuts to expose my thoughts to anyone choosing to view?  Yes, of course I'm nuts...that's who I am!  At least someone out there might relate to my ramblings and feel just a little better about themselves in the long run.  Whatever happens and if anyone reads, at least I can take my maddening thoughts, concerns, and experiences and put them down if only for my own benefit.  Who knows, I might be able to clear my cranium for once in my life!  Let's see what happens...