Thursday, February 10, 2011

GASSSS!

UGH!  My tummy is so bloated.  What is wrong with me?  I haven't been to the bathroom in so long.  Bought some herbal stuff today with hopes of some relief.  I tried drinking Pepsi, that usually does the trick.  Not today, it just made it worse.  I ate some gluten stuff, too... what was I thinking? 

Spent a lot of time working some kinks out of Homescholars.  I had to make some huge decisions that were not at all easy to say the least.  The business has been a mess since we started back to class in January.  It has gotten so far out of hand that we almost closed.  Thanks to my trusted assistant and God's leading we managed to peice some things back together.  Next semester will be a whole new can of peas!  I know one thing, deciding to handle things without spending time with our Saviour can be a disaster waiting to happen! 
I feel so much more at peace and God has revealed so many things to me.  The main things I have learned are:
1.  God first!  Talk to Him in quiet and let Him lead!
2.  Keep the husband and kids before work, if we don't care for own then what good is life?
3.  Learn to share responsibilities...no one can do it all alone.

I'm on my way to making my life story public.  That will happen soon but I'm afraid.  My life story involves other people and I don't want to hurt anyone.  BUT, I have a story and I think it needs to be told. 
When should I begin?  I get a little nervous thinking about what would really happen if I made my story availabe for the world to see.  Most people only know bits and peices of my life but no one knows the whole deal.  It's so insane that I wouldn't know where to start!

Maybe know one really even cares to know my life, my history, my joy, my pain.  Maybe it's not such a crazy story but to me it is.  So there I have it!  From now on, I write to me.  I am my audience.  I have no one to enlighten but me!  I will tell myself my own story and maybe I will learn something from myself.  Hmm...not such a bad idea!

So, Traci, when would you like to read the autobiography of Traci?  Are  you ready to reveal things about you? 
I think I will sleep on that and decide when to post and how far back I want to tread to dig up the dirt that has sent me on this vortex of life as I currently know it!

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